Interview...

Oh God. Please be with me this afternoon. I pray you give me the right words during the interview. Oh God. I give myself to you. Oh God. Please give me peace and strength during my interview.

Thank you Lord for giving a scholarship interview. I will be myself.

Be with me :)

Pray,
Candy

Believe - I will Believe

You are my light
You are my strength
You are my Rock


On Who I stand

I lift my voice
I raise my hands
I lift my soul
With all I am


In Christ forever I'll stand
I will believe

You are strong enough
In my weakness
God be lifted up

And I will sing
Lift Your praises high
Lord be magnified
You make all things new


I will believe

So, hear this song
Receive our praise
You are my strength


For all our days

We lift You up
Our voices high
In every storm
Let God arise

Oh, Your love
Your love will never fail
Your love, it knows no end
Your love will never fail
Oh, Your love
Stronger than my strength
Greater than my painYour love will never fail

I will believe

Believe- Hillsong, Beautiful Exchange

Cry In My Heart

"Cry In My Heart"

by STARFIELD

There's a cry in my heart
For Your glory to fall
For Your presence to fill up my senses
There's a yearning again
A thirst for discipline
A hunger for things that are deeper

Could You take me beyond?
Could You carry me through?
If I open my heart?
Could I go there with You?
(For I've been here before
But I know there's still more
Oh, Lord, I need to know You)

For what do I have
If I don't have You, Jesus?
What in this life
Could mean any more?

You are my rock
You are my glory
You are the lifter
Of my head
Lifter of this head

Heal my heart

Tears dropping in darkness

Waiting for you to shine

Waiting for you to light

Waiting for you to heal the broken heart

Waiting for you...

Once I am powerless

You are the one who picks me up

I am powerless

I am weak

I am hurt

I pray you for strength. Hold my heart tight. Hold me now

O God. Heal the broken heart

Strengthen my heart

O God

Awake my Soul O God...

O God O God... Awake my Soul. O God.

Please be with me. I need you. Oooo God.

I offer my heart and love to you. O God.

Awakening by Chris Tomlin

In our hearts, Lord, in this nation
Awakening
Holy Spirit, we desire
Awakening

For You and You alone
Awake my soul, awake my soul and sing
For the world You love
Your will be done, let Your will be done in me

In Your presence, in Your power
Awakening
For this moment, for this hour
Awakening

For You and You alone
Awake my soul, awake my soul and sing
For the world You love
Your will be done, let Your will be done in me

For You and You alone
Awake my soul, awake my soul and sing
For the world You love
Your will be done, let Your will be done in me

Like the rising sun that shines
From the darkness comes a light
I hear Your voice and this is my
Awakening

Like the rising sun that shines
From the darkness comes a light
I hear Your voice and this is my
Awakening

Like the rising sun that shines
Awake my soul, awake my soul and sing
From the darkness comes a light
Awake my soul, awake my soul and sing

Like the rising sun that shines
Awake my soul, awake my soul and sing
Only You can raise a life
Awake my soul, awake my soul and sing

O God. I pray. I sing. I write.
I need you.
I love you.

Pray.

Canadian Thanksgiving --Turkey night!

 It's our Canadian Thanksgiving today. I am stuffed with delicious thanksgiving meal tonight. We had turkey (of course), mash potatoes, sweet potatoes, salad (I made it), chicken corn salad, corn...lots of dishes. And homemade pumkin pie, pecant chocolate pie, and strawberry lubar pie for desserts. I enjoyed the food and family. Before we started eating the desserts, Shirley asked us to say something we are thankful especially it's thanksgiving day. I was actually thinking what I am thanksful the moment I woke up this morning. Lots of changes and things to be thanksful since the last year Thanksgiving. Here are something I come up after a day of thinking :)

Things I am Thankful...

1. my family. I am thankful I have well supports from my mom and sister whenever I need. I am blessed to have them as family. Thanks to my mom who always supports me and never gives up on me. Thanks to my mom who raised my up pretty much by herself. She is one of the people who I can never lose in my life.

2. Tomes family. I was just thinking. It's almost a year since I moved into Tomes' family. I am thankful for all the love and caring from everyone in the family. I feel I am part of the family too. A lots of times, I think I am the luckest girl becasue I get to see  lots of great people with caring and love for one another. It's the power of love from God's family.

3.I am thankful for the church family. Small group girls and serving team we have in  the yotuth group. It's just so great to read bible with the girls day by day last school year, and see God's love and glory reveals in each girl and myself's walks with Him. I hope we can keep up the prayer and bible reading phone call this school year. I am grateful to serve with some older brothers and sisters, and also be served by them. I am really thankful for those brothers and sisters who walked with me along this journey.They are some of the most wonderful people who have influenced and inspired me in many ways.

4. I am thankful for all the trips I've been to this year. March break trip to Italy, France, and Spain with mum. Summer trip to Taiwan, Singarpore, and China. I learned so much from each coulture in new ways.I have grew up maturally through those trips.

5. I am really thankful for the times (2 months) I spent in Taiwan this summer. I got to spend some times and reunited with friend and family who I have not seen in years. It's just so great to see and reconnected with people again. It's let me realized the power of friendships. I am blessed to have many speical people who inspired me along my walk. I am also thankful for some new friends I got to know and meet up in Taiwan form states, Canada, local...Germany...

6. I am thankful for the new school year - Victory Lap. I am not regret with my decision of coming back another year. It's a journey of self - discover again.

7.  I am thankful I got to see one of my besties who I have not seen  for SEVEN months. Although I only got to spend  an hour with her during thanksgiving weekend. I am satisfied :)

8. I am thankful for all the friends, teachers...people who have helped me :).

9. Thanks for God giving a special gift. My life is full of dreams. I just love dreaming...some dream might not come true. some dreams will. I enjoy the moment I am dreaming.

10. Last but not least. I am thankful for everything God had done to me. Thanks for his plans. Thanks for the happniess and suffering. Thanks for the words of love, faith and hope :)

I actually have a lot more things to be thanks, but it's gonna be endless if I keep writting.

My heart just feel... "I am thankful for His love and righteousness."

Night!

Break makes you "feel better"

 I have been really sick for like 3 weeks. I started with "allergies" at the begginng of the September. Now, I have really bad flu. Sick and allergies together are not making my life any better. I have so much workload from school. I am feeling really stressed out sometime because I always want to do better. I cannot really do any great job when I am sick. I have one of the worst flu I ever had. I wrote The West and the World and World Issues tests this week. I already know I did not do well on them because I almost faint before going to school. I couldn't think clearly. I just really wish I can recover as soon as possible like by next week sicne I have long weekend (Thanksgiving break) yay :)

 I spent  few hours break watching two movies tonight. Sometimes I feel so good, refresh,  and inspired after watchng those movies that will make you laugh. I enjoyed the evening in the fairy tale. Yes, I feel I am always in fairy tale whenever I am watching movie. I easily get engaged with the movies.

I am inspired by the movies I watched tonight. One is called Pretty Women (1990). It's about a prositute played by Julia Roberts in L.A 20 years ago( really conservative period, I was not born yet) who is bright and has big dreams. I am not going spoil the story lines there. It's a classic movie indeed. I was thinking that not every girl/woman would want to be a prosistue. There is always a story behind each prositiue. It's like there is story behind each homeless person. It always has to be with money. They do not have the moeny to get food for themselves or family, the fundamental needs for human beings. It's one of the major reason that they are homeless, or prositutes. I don't think we should look down at those prosistutes. I personally don't support the career, but I have God's love who teaches me to love everyone because simply God love them and me. I believe the prosistues would find a better life when there are nice o people who would help and encourage them to find a better job. Sometimes, you can make a choice of not being prostistute however. But, what happened if there is not? Anyways, I am not gonna drag too long with the prostitue topic. My point is "everyone has the potential to be successful." It's only if you want to work hard to let your potentail to be your success or not. Therefore, keep on dreaming. Some dreams come true, some don't...but it's always good to dream big. I believe God will lead me to the dream that I belong to because he is the ONLY one who knows whole picture of my life.

It's really late now. I should be in bed already. I will keep on post later :)

Night!